Begin Again Project

2016 was a wonderful year for me.

2017 was the one that breaks me

2018 you really rock my world.

Broken me (still) wander around after making a life-changing decision. I know, everything will never be the same. I grind myself, work my ass, try to distract what I feel with anything. ANYTHING, I would spend the night just organizing data on my computer. I would redo my final project, over and over again. I would drink as much as possible and cherish the numbness I had. I would meet anyone that could distract me. I meet my bad habit of inhaling toxic into my body. Ruined what I have, re-arranged the way my brain works without letting feeling interrupt any action.

But still,

I don’t resolve what I had inside, I push them deep into the darkest room inside me. Without knowing what will happen to me. Until the day I stood in front of you, everything was falling apart.

unpublished words of mine in 2018

Cheers, 2021 Novita and already forget about this.